Awakened I create Light Beings that heal All the suffering of those monsters. They lift me and guide me into Love, Light and perfect alignment. They bring me to a space of wonder, take me places, show me spaces and give me knowledge that is remembered, not learned. For I have never been good at learning here on this planet, but what I am given in this space, for the first time All makes sense, I know I belong, I feel loved and feel my purpose. For the first time my spirit sores and I am more than happy here in my skin.

Both are a part of me. Flesh and Spirit here in this space of matter. Something happened to me, as with many others and you here reading this. This is what the emptiness was, what was missing and still I am in wonder that this great deceit could of ever taken place. (but that is of the mind and has no place here)

We are of free will, but to have free will, one must have choice.

Asleep, for me there was no other voice, no other road.....where was the choice. In ignorance I made my darkest fears come to life. Here in this space, I never fit right, for want of better words. I felt foreign, alien and learned very young to play along in a game that to me, held no rules, no destination, no reason and no purpose. There was something wrong with me, and others saw it.

This did not have the ingredient for a balanced and happy life.

In Consciousness I see my wildest dreams......and watch them come into life. What hurts still, what I do not understand, what causes suffering to me, I feel it, but it is painless. I see it for what it is and understand it has no light, and in the space of no thought, with connection to higher Self, Great Spirit and Source Creation, I can breathe in light to any question, any feeling, any place or space that I need for my highest good.

What is of matter holds no matter when the illusion of matter is broken. There is no going back. It is like jumping in a pool. Once your feet have left the edge and you have jumped....there is no going back.

I guess the reason for my post is those whom understand these words, those whom run from monsters. Look for your light beings.....for they are there.

We are amazing beings, and your feelings are very real, but in this illusion you have only been granted one side, as myself.....I never knew there was a choice while in the illusion of being alone creating my own monsters.

Create in your Light Work those entities that are needed to guide you. You are a Co-Creator and it is time for you to understand the power of that. Exactly who and what you are. You also know who to call.

Go with in to your quiet space, connect and tell your guides you are ready to listen. Remember in this space use your new and developing eyes and ears from your heart space.

In Nahko's words :"Never-mind the nightmares, always gonna wake up, wake up, wake up." 

KiKI Xx